Ok body, you are exhausted. Like, not functioning-exhausted. Eyes hurt, feet dragging, all that jazz. So why are you not sleeping? Or if you are going to not sleep, could you at least be awake enough so I can study or write?

In happy news: there is a tree in my living room! A LIVE, smells-delightful-and-Christmasy tree!! With lights! My roomie

Stupid body, with the exhausted constantly, but not sleeping when supposed to. Stupid spirochetes.

Ecce! I made a pretty.


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Dearest tummy,

No more split pea soup. Got it. Now, please with the not dying? I want sleep.

I way overdid today: got too hot, didn't sleep enough, did too much. Now my body is making me pay for it. Sleep does not seem to be happening despite my best efforts, and I cannot take anything because I have to be at the doctor's at 9 am, so I'm going to fill your friends lists with random information you really didn't care to know in the first ( Read more... )

Want sleep.
Body hurts alot.
Lonely.
Chest feels like something's pressing on it.
Gonna fail at my doctor's appointment today.

Blah with the not sleeping. I haven't slept through the night yet this week. Stupid body. Do not hurt.

This night just won't end. stupid body. Why do you hurt so much? I hate nights like this.

How long the night seems to one kept awake by pain. ~Bernard Joseph Saurin

Ok, so I successfully ingested 75 grams of protein of the course of the day, and thus my tummy sees fit to punish me with pain and not sleeping. However, instead of writing the long, real update I promised several weeks ago (it's coming at some point), I'm distracting myself with surveys again.

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Alright, I've been in the downward part of the cyclical nature of this stupid illness for long enough now. Time for the feeling good again part. This is my least favorite symptom (yeah, I know, all of them are my least favorite when dealing): the all-over muscle pain and sensitivity. My body feels like one giant bruise, and it's just gonna get ( Read more... )

Dear Tummy,

I really need sleep right now so that I will be alert for the long day ahead. So why must you be angry tonight?